I feel like shit. I'm really cold and I'm going to puke or something. Then again, that could be because I stayed up 36 hours straight this weekend hanging out with my wonderful boyfriend ♥, and having girl talk with Pookie. So I just want to go home and sleep and maybe color too.

I'm done helping friends. All it is is a mess, and I'm done with it. When everyone forgets what I've done for them in the past, they can forget me too. I hate how people blame me for something that I didn't even start, I just prevented further. When I know in my mind I've done nothing wrong. You need to get enough balls to say something in my face in english next time. None of this spanish stuff that you know I don't understand. It's not my fault you were dumb enough to mess up your own friendship. You knew it could've ended like that, when it did you're the only one left to blame. Did she mention that I did a lot more for her than you did? I didn't think so. So when you actually know what you're attacking me about, I'll be glad to listen to your side of the arguement. But until then, hold your tounge or I'll be forced to hold it for you.

It's finally the first day of Spring, which brings me that much closer to summer. I can't wait, with everyone driving this year there shouldn't be a dull moment. Then next year, granted will be academically harder but I should do just fine. Other than that, Jr. Prom, boyfriend's senior prom :). I just can't wait. But let me not get ahead of myself.

Summer should be amazing. Friends, Europe, Concerts ♥; Ugh, I can't wait! I finally turn 16 at the end. And you know what after that. Driving :) :) :) With driving comes a car, more time to spend with my friends, and a job that I've been bitching about for the last however long. I think I'm doing Gracedale again with Sarah, it should be quite fun to say the least. Hopefully Rusty's doing it to and we can maybe have another wheel chair race. ;) Plus more fun days at Sarah's, and Allie's, the Le Doux's and maybe Pookie's. I wouldn't want to jinx it, but this summer should be better than last year and last year was a pretty good summer. What can I say? I mean, Dorney this summer. And maybe Knoebles again too. I'd have to talk to Tara about that one. Maybe Bread's still working there. Or shall I say Josh as is his real name. I could so woop his ass at DDR, okay maybe not. Ah, shoot. I'm getting myself excited. I'm ready for the nice weather too.

Well, first update in a long time has been a success.
Later loves ♥

My brother woke me up at 10:20 this morning. We played cards and my mom brought me home a Guns 'N Roses shirt :) . I can't wait to go to the battle of the bands. eep. Only another 6 days! My mom took away my computer mouse today around 1 and I just got it back. My brother says it's because I'm a "bad kid" when actually it was because my music was too loud and because I was arguing with Earl. Whateverrrr. Today it took Mike 25 minutes and looking in the yearbook to figure out who I was. lmao. I want to go to the Flint Face // Dysphoria show  reallyy reallyyyyy bad, but I have to wait another like fucking 2 weeks. I was supposed to go to the Pink Panther play or some shit in Pen Argyl today, but I don't have any money so I couldn't go to see Christina. I think that I am going to see my picture thinger because I am bored.

Until next time xox
Laters loves.

I am listening to GBH

School was gay. I fucked up my wrist during volleyball. Bruce called me violent because I told Phil if he didn't shut the fuck up I would shove a ball up his ass. Then after school I walked to the fucking parking lot across the road so my brother could drive me home and his freakin' car doesn't start. So we called my mom and she came and picked us up and then I had to go back into the school to get my cell phone, since the principal took it OVER a fucking week ago.

But whatever, my day is just bad. But I am actually NOT failing geometry. I have a 65 :)

I'm gunna go watch Nepoleon Dynamite

Until next time xox
Later loves

Alright. I don't update much, if you have a GJ hit me up over there. www.greatestjournal.com/~getlostwithmex7 . So I moved to Pleasant Valley and am having a grand old time,
except the fact that I haven't talked to Christina in over 2
weeks. I might be going to the movies with Arielle on Saturday which would be rad because I haven't seen her since October. And I have to go to Pen Argyl and see Dobey because, again haven't seen him since October. I miss these fools, and it's not fun. DELLERRR! HI!. Had to do it, sorry. Since basketball season is over as of 2 days ago, I get to start with my guitar lessons. yay. ICING AND ANIMAL SPOOMS ALL THE WAYYYY!. I have geometry homework that I don't think I am going to do because I am failing that class anyways. Snowday today -and loving every minute of it, because school is for queers.